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Vasco Ramirez had demanded to be written. He’d strutted straight out of her head onto the page in all his swashbuckling glory. He had been a joy, his story a gift that had flowed effortlessly.

  And now?

  Now they wanted another pirate and she had nothing.

  Diana held up a hand, waving the question away. ‘You don’t,’ she said emphatically.

  ‘But what if I do?’

  Stella had never known the sting of rejection and the mere thought was paralysing. What if Joy, her editor, hated what she wrote? What if she laughed?

  She’d had a dream ride—from a six-figure auction with a multi-book contract to New York Times best-seller to a movie deal.

  What if it had all been a fluke?

  Diana stabbed her finger at the air in her general direction. ‘You. Don’t.’

  Stella felt a surge of guilt mix with the shiraz in her veins, giving it an extra charge. Diana had championed her crazy foray into writing from the beginning, encouraging her to take a break from being an English teacher and write the damn book.

  She’d been the first to read it. The first to know its potential, insisting that she take it to show her boss, who was looking for exactly what Stella had written—a meaty historical romance. As an editorial assistant in a London publishing house Diana had been adamant it was a blockbuster and Stella had been flabbergasted when Diana’s prediction of a quick offer had come to pass.

  She smiled at her friend, hoping it didn’t come across as desperate on the outside as it felt on the inside. ‘Will you get sacked if you return to London empty-handed?’

  Almost a year past Stella’s deadline, Joy had pulled out the big guns to get her recalcitrant star to deliver. She knew how close Diana and Stella were so she’d sent Diana to do whatever it took to get book number two.

  Diana shook her head. ‘No. We’re not going to talk about this tonight. Tonight, we get messy drunk, tomorrow we talk about the book. Deal?’

  Stella felt the knot in her shoulder muscles release like an elastic band and she smiled. ‘Deal.’

  * * *

  Two hours later, a storm had drawn night in a little earlier than usual. Wind howled around the house, lashing at the shutters, not that the two women cosied up by the fire were aware. They were on their second bottle of wine and almost at the bottom of a large packet of crisps and were laughing hysterically about their uni days.

  A sharp rap at the door caused them both to startle then burst out laughing at their comic-book reactions.

  ‘Bloody hell.’ Diana clutched her chest. ‘I think I just had a heart attack.’

  Stella laughed as she rose a little unsteadily. ‘Impossible, red wine’s supposed to be good for the heart.’

  ‘Not in these quantities it’s not,’ Diana said and Stella cracked up again as she headed towards the door.

  ‘Wait, where are you going?’ Diana muttered as she also clambered to her feet.

  Stella frowned. ‘To open the door.’

  ‘But what if it’s a two-headed moor monster?’ Even through her wine goggles Diana could see the rain lashing the window pane behind Stella’s desk. ‘It is the very definition of a dark and stormy night out there, babe.’

  Stella hiccupped. ‘Well, I don’t think they knock but I’ll politely tell it to shoo and point out that Bodmin is a little north of here.’

  Diana cracked up and Stella was still chuckling as she opened the door.

  To Vasco Ramirez. In the flesh.

  Light from inside the cottage bathed the bronzed angles of his jaw and cheekbones, fell softly against his mouth and illuminated his blue eyes to tourist-brochure perfection. His shoulder-length hair, a relic from his tearaway teens, hung in damp strips around his face and water droplets clung to those incredible sable lashes.

  He looked every inch the pirate.

  ‘Rick?’ Her breath stuttered to a halt as it always did when he was too close, sucking up all her oxygen. The recalcitrant memory of an almost-kiss over a decade ago flitted like a butterfly through her grey matter.

  Rick smiled down at a frowning Stella. ‘Now what sort of greeting is that?’ he teased as he moved in for his standard double cheek kiss.

  Coconut embraced him. Nathan had bought Stella coconut body products every year for her birthday and she’d faithfully worn them. Still was, apparently.

  Stella shut her eyes and waited for the choirs of angels in her head to start singing hallelujah as the aroma of salt and sea enveloped her. He was, after all, so perfect he had to be heaven-sent.

  She blinked as he pulled away. ‘Is everything okay?’ she asked.

  Her heart beat a little faster in her chest. Which had nothing to do with the erotic scrape of his perpetual three-day growth or the brief brush of his lips, and everything to do with his last visit.

  Rick didn’t just drop by.

  Last time he’d arrived unannounced on her doorstep looking bleaker than the North Sea in winter, the news had not been good.

  ‘Is Mum—?’

  Rick pressed his fingers against her mouth, hushing her. ‘Linda’s fine, Stel. Everything’s fine.’

  She almost sagged against him in relief. Certainly her mouth did. He smiled at her as he withdrew his hand and she smiled back, and with the wind whipping around them and flurries of raindrops speckling their skin it was as if they were kids again, standing on the bow of the Persephone as a storm chased them back into harbour.

  ‘So...not a monster from the moors, then?’ Diana asked, interrupting their shared reverie.

  Rick looked over Stella’s shoulder straight into the eyes of a vaguely familiar, striking brunette. She looked at him with frank admiration and he grinned.

  God, but he loved women.

  Particularly women like this. The kind that liked to laugh and have a good time, enjoyed a flirt and some no-strings company.

  ‘Honey, I can be whatever you want me to be,’ he said, pushing off the door jamb, brushing past Stella and extending his hand. ‘Hi. Rick. I think we’ve already met?’

  Diana smiled as she shook his hand. ‘Yes. When you were here for the funeral. Diana,’ she supplied.

  ‘Ah, yes, that’s right,’ Rick said, stalling a little. He’d been so caught up in his shock and disbelief and being strong for Stella and Linda that he’d not really taken anything in. ‘You work for Stel’s publishers?’

  Diana grinned, her eyes twinkling, not remotely insulted that Rick had struggled to remember her. ‘Took you a while.’

  Stella watched her bestie and her...whatever the hell Rick was—old family friend? deceased father’s business partner? substitute brother?—flirt effortlessly. Now why couldn’t she be more like that? The only time she’d been comfortable, truly comfortable, with a man had been with a fictional pirate.

  Even her relationship with Dale had been lukewarm by comparison.

  A blast of rain spattered against her neck, bringing her out of her state of bewilderment, and she realised she still had the door wide open. She shook her head at her absent-mindedness.

  ‘To what do we owe the pleasure?’ she asked, shutting the weather out and joining the chatty twosome in the centre of the room.

  Rick looked down at Stella’s cute little button nose. ‘Well—’ he winked at her before returning his attention to Diana and running his finger around the rim of her glass ‘—I heard a whisper there was a party going on.’

  Diana laughed. She looked at Stella. ‘You never told me he had ESP.’ Then she scurried to the kitchen to get another glass.

  Rick watched her for a moment before returning his gaze to Stella. She stared up at him and the familiar feeling of wanting to wrap her up swelled in his chest. ‘How are you doing, Stel?’ he murmured.

  Rick had felt the loss of Nathan Mills probably even more profoundly than hi
s own father. Nathan had been his guardian and mentor since Anthony Granville had got himself killed in a bar fight when Rick had been seven. The man had been the closest thing to a father he had, had curbed all his hot-headed brashness and he felt his loss in a hundred different ways every day.

  He could only imagine how Stella must feel.

  Stella shrugged, feeling again the mutual despair that had added an extra depth to their bond. She fell into the empathy that shone in his luminescent gaze. Sometimes it was hard to reconcile the impulsive, teenage bad-boy of her fantasies with the hardworking, responsible, compassionate man in front of her.

  ‘I hate it,’ she whispered.

  The truth was Stella hadn’t seen her father regularly since she’d started university and joined the workforce.

  Become a grown-up, as her mother would say.

  A flying visit at Christmas, the arrival in the mail of a single perfect shell he’d found on a beach somewhere that always made her smile, an occasional email with pictures of him and Rick and some amazing find at the bottom of a sea bed.

  But just knowing he was out there doing what he loved, following his wild boyhood dreams of sunken galleons, had kept her whole world in balance.

  And now he was gone, nothing was the same.

  ‘I know,’ he murmured, putting his arm around her shoulder and pulling her into his chest. ‘I hate it too.’

  And he did. He hated doing what he did without the one person who truly understood why by his side. He hated turning to tell Nathan something and him not being there. He hated the absence of wise words and Nathan’s particular brand of bawdy humour around the dinner table.

  Rick shut his eyes against the loss he still felt so acutely and sank into her, enjoying the familiarity of having her close. He liked how she tucked into him just right. How her head fitted perfectly under his chin and how his chest was just the right height to pillow her cheek and how she always smelled liked coconut.

  As kids he’d been the pirate and she’d been the mermaid and they’d played endless games revolving around sunken treasure. Not very politically correct these days, he supposed, but they’d amused themselves for countless hours and forged a bond that he still felt today.

  Of course there’d been times, during their teenage years, when their games had taken a certain risqué turn and while they’d never indulged, they’d diced pretty close.

  Holding her like this reminded him just how close.

  ‘Okay, okay, you two,’ Diana teased, pushing a glass of red wine into Rick’s hand. ‘No maudlin tonight. That’s the rule. Eat, drink and be merry tonight.’

  Rick forced himself to step away, grateful that Diana was here to ground them in the present. He’d thought a lot about Stella since Nathan had died, more than usual.

  And not all of those thoughts had been pure.

  He accepted the wine. ‘Good plan,’ he said, clinking glasses with them both.

  Stella indicated the lounge chairs huddled around the fireplace and watched as Rick shrugged out of his navy duffle coat to reveal well-worn jeans that clung in all the right places and a thick turtle-neck, cable-knit sweater.

  Even off the boat the man looked as if he belonged at sea.

  Diana lounged back against the cushions, inspecting him dispassionately, her wine goggles making the job a little difficult. She pointed at him over the rim of her glass.

  ‘There’s something familiar about you,’ she slurred.

  Stella didn’t like the look of speculation on her friend’s face. She’d seen that dogged look before and didn’t want to give Diana too much latitude.

  ‘Yes, you met him at the funeral,’ she said, hopefully redirecting her friend’s thoughts that tended to fancy after several glasses of red.

  Diana narrowed her eyes. ‘Nope,’ she said as she shook her head. ‘I have this feeling I know you beyond that.’ Even at the funeral all suited and polished he’d looked vaguely familiar to her but now, looking all lone-wolf-of-the-sea, there was definitely something she recognised about him.

  Was it his eyes? Or maybe his hair?

  Rick chuckled. ‘Maybe I look like your great uncle Cyril?’

  Diana burst out laughing as she sipped on her drink and Stella even envied her that. She had a jingly laugh that sounded like Tinkerbell waving her magic wand. Stella had no doubt that red wine would be pouring out of her nose had she tried that same manoeuvre.

  Diana wagged her finger. ‘Good try but you don’t look like anyone’s great uncle Cyril.’ She narrowed her eyes again and nudged the side of her nose three times with her index finger. ‘Don’t you worry. I will remember. I may just need—’ she looked at her almost empty wine glass ‘—a while.’

  Rick saluted. ‘I look forward to the final outcome.’

  Diana nodded. ‘As well you should.’

  Rick looked over at Stella sitting quietly watching the byplay. The firelight spun the escaping tendrils of her long blonde hair into golden streams and he was once again reminded of their childhood games when she’d been the mermaid singing his ship onto the rocks. How many times had he snorkelled over reefs with her, her long blonde hair flowing behind her just like the mermaids from ancient mythology?

  ‘So,’ he said when the silence had stretched enough. ‘Did you get it?’

  Stella frowned at him. ‘Get what?’

  ‘Your half.’

  ‘My half of what?’

  Rick grinned. ‘The map?’

  Stella shook her head. ‘What on earth are you talking about?’ she asked.

  Rick’s eyebrows drew together in a frown to match hers as he placed his half-empty glass on the coffee table. ‘You should have received it early last week. I posted it ages ago.’

  Diana rolled her eyes. ‘She probably has. She’s just not been responding to any correspondence.’

  Stella blushed at her friend’s astuteness as Diana made her way to the hall stand. Unopened mail oozed all over the edges of the sturdy eighteenth-century oak and Stella felt her cheeks grow warmer. She’d been avoiding any attempt at communication with the outside world—particularly from her editor. She didn’t open her mail unless it had a window. She screened all her calls. She didn’t go to her inbox.

  Diana quickly riffled through the mound of mail, letters and other miscellaneous items that had made it through Stella’s front door, some of it spilling haphazardly to the floor. She pulled out a large flat yellow envelope with enough stamps to start a collection.

  ‘This it?’ she asked holding it up.

  Rick nodded. ‘Arrr,’ he said in his best pirate accent. ‘That be it.’

  It was Stella’s turn to roll her eyes. Rick had perfected the pirate vernacular as a child, lending an authenticity to their imaginary games.

  Diana laughed as she rejoined them, thrusting the envelope at Stella. ‘Ooh, you speak pirate?’

  Rick grinned. ‘Aye, my lovely.’

  ‘Forget it,’ Stella murmured absently as she turned the envelope over and over in her hands. There was a variety of colourful postal stamps and airmail stickers adorning the front. ‘Diana’s a Jack Sparrow fan. You’re wasting your time.’

  Rick look affronted. ‘Are you saying I’m not Captain Jack material?’

  It was on the tip of Stella’s tongue to say that he was a thousand times sexier than the iconic film character. He was broader and taller with better oral hygiene and more scruples.

  ‘Hmm, I don’t know,’ Diana mused. ‘I’m sure a little more scruffed up...’

  But Stella wasn’t listening. Her father’s distinctive handwriting had drawn her gaze and she touched the letters with great reverence as if they could somehow bring him back.

  Rick glanced at Diana as Stella’s continuing silence fell loudly around them. She shrugged at him hopelessly and he could tell
that Stella’s grief touched her too.

  ‘Where did you get this?’ Stella asked.

  ‘I finally got around to cleaning out Nathan’s desk. It was in a drawer. There was one for me as well.’

  Stella nodded absently at his response. It was strange receiving something from her father six months after his death. Like a hand extending from the grave.

  ‘Aren’t you going to open it?’ he asked quietly.

  Stella looked up at him through the blonde stripes of her half-up-half-down fringe. ‘Do I want to?’

  He grinned and nodded. ‘If it’s what I think it is you do. You really do.’

  Stella doubted it but she turned the envelope over and neatly sliced open the back. A sheath of loose papers lay within and she pulled them out after another encouraging nod from Rick. A brief note from her father was paper-clipped to the front.

  Stel,

  Inigo’s treasure is there, I just know it.

  You and Rick go find it.

  Make me proud.

  Daddy.

  Stella swallowed hard and for a moment the bold vertical slashes blurred in front of her eyes. Finding out on autopsy that her father had been riddled with cancer and wondering if the scuba-diving accident had really been an accident had been hard to come to terms with.

  But this seemed to confirm that he’d known his days were numbered and chosen to go in his own way doing what he’d loved most.

  She glanced at Rick. ‘You got the same?’

  He nodded and she looked back at the documents, leafing through the rest. A hand-drawn map was at the very back.

  Or half a map to be precise.

  ‘What’s this?’ she asked, not quite comprehending her father’s frenetic squiggles around the margins.

  ‘The other half of this,’ Rick said, pulling out a folded page from his back pocket, unfolding it and laying it on the coffee table.

  Diana sat forward. ‘Is that a...treasure map?’

  Rick grinned. ‘Sort of. It shows the potential resting places of Captain Inigo Alvarez’s ship, La Sirena.’

  Diana scrunched up her face, trying to remember her schoolgirl Spanish. ‘The...?’